i hope i’m ok….

girls,,,this is what i’m exactly feeling. our days together was great. always seems so great. so proud to have the girls like you all. u all smart..make me also look smart. u speak my language. u listen to the words that i dont really wanna tell.
but is anyone here, realize between us hide something. like crush between rany and uchi??and how hard i should shut off ears and eyes toward uchi’s attitude. so wanna know what is tina’s secret behind her silent?have you know that one of us didnt really happy. do you know my struggle to keep my self to be with you all??
you girls, are my highest standard on showing properties. you guys, did you felt that the extract of friendship taste so tasteless . i almost couldnt feel the depth of our feeling to each other. i dont know how, but i feel lotta pretending.
i love to have 5 girls who always listen to my sigh and happy for what i had got. and i like to happy with all my heart to know you all happy and will give my all when i know you all are in sadness. but so wondering why and how, i feel an enormous border keep us away in a distance.
girls…..is it gonna be forever always like this??
to see you each other just to show what we have not to show what we can give??
so sorry girls..but i have to confess. i’m so sick and tired of what u said behind each other. like how funny i lough on uchi’s attitude and just tell ana, like how crush rany and uci and everyone knows, like how sri not comfort with some of us but still show her beautiful smile, how tina hate the cash flow, and like how i hate the low quality of friendship. we never talk about us. why did we always talk about something nothing to do with us…i want more than just party. i dont feel sensitive. i dont feel like i’m the part of your life,girls…

so girls…if my opinion about us is wrong…..pardon me. i just want my heart more filled by your love girls. i love you girls.

kaizen six sigma taguchi,have u heard?

kaizen is originally Japanese management concept for incremental (gradual, continuous) change (improvement) is actually a way of life philosophy, assuming that every aspect of our life deserves to be constantly improved

Six Sigma is a business management strategy, initially implemented by Motorola, that today enjoys widespread application in many sectors of industry, although its application is not without controversy.

Taguchi methods are statistical methods developed by Genichi Taguchi to improve the quality of manufactured goods, and more recently also applied to, engineering,[1] biotechnology,[2][3] marketing and advertising.[4] Professional statisticians have welcomed the goals and improvements brought about by Taguchi methods, particularly by Taguchi’s development of designs for studying variation, but have criticized the inefficiency of some of Taguchi’s proposals.[5]

i’m trying to arrange my thesis and the topic for the management seminar at my collage. oh god, why is it so hard to finish?
i’m planing to arrange the six sigma, but the kaizen could be easier. i found the web http://www.1000ventures.com/business_guide/cs_efficiency_canon_ps.html its examining keizen implementation onto canon company. why canon??because its japan company.

after studying deeper the management operational, its driving me insane. i felt like the most of stupid student on earth. too many thing i had missed, till i have no idea about what is kaizen six sigma or maybe taguchi.

i found my self in difficulty. i was an idiot ignorant student. oo lord….give me more patience to figure it out.

my heart belong to kaizen but i had found thesis with the same theme, and i probably should use the six sigma. but its also out of my comprehensive.

or maybe i have to change my direction. from operational management to marketing management. no wulan,,,u shouldn’t have. ALLAH truly hate people who given even she had had tried so hard. there’s a will there’s a way. be faith on that.

bismillahirohmanirahim. i’m gonna be focus. i know i can do it. i know, ALLAH loves me. i’m not alone finishing it.

today is the day!!!

i had delayed my first move for my thesis. but not today.
i see how people very selfish building their ego to show they are the best to get the best result. o god. very reasonable to be like that, but not with being very self-absorbed like that.
i’m gonna show you that i aint that easy to fall. i’m going to defeat it all!!!wanna wear the dress you never use!!wanna speak the language u never know!!!wanna impress people like u never met me before!!!
yes today is the day to make the master plan!!ooo…god…really burn inside!!!

wake up in the morning i havent thinking about something else but my step to show you what we can do about it!!really wanna support my team to be the best team on the history!!
oh god,,,why this feeling very dominant today?? hopefully it wont made me become a greedy tricky bad person….
i should pursue my dream come true since now. this is the time. today is the day…..

god bless his child.

i want love not just emotion

so naive for me to say such a thing. where are you my wisdom??
now i have to be focus to the dream that so close. dream…..really wanna hold you up oh my dream…
sometime life is just a plan…and we have no authority to make it real. but…i do believe in god’s power. he always listen to us. maybe we need just be so focus of what we want and make sure it wont hurt anyone else.
true love…..are u exist? love is a simple thing..for at least that was on my mind now…true love is giving without taking…god…those words sounds so naive to my ear…maybe i’m just the person who dont deserve it now. maybe now is too soon. ooo..my shallow soul..will you get your self away and change to a better wiser soul??

one day in my reality…should be a man who was born just to be in love with me. an angel that god sent from heaven above. ooo….another emotion…

love is when i dont thinking about my self first
love is when i do anything to make you happy
love is taking care about them
love is giving without taking
love is mutual act
love is uncountable
love is not a jealousy
love is thankful
love is more grateful to allah to feel such a feeling….

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